Hey there Judy, nice to see you here!
Most of the times, when it comes to those conflicts, i've found out that it doesn't matter if you have an actual reason or not. Some people just want to get angry at you. I'm glad you managed to push through regardless.
Milan as in the italian city, or Milan as in the name of your instructor?
And, wish you luck with that, feel free to create a post if you need help managing emotions or burnout.
Also, focussing is easy, just make it so everyday is a totally different and unrelated task to the previous one
or find a game you can put countless hours into :p
no but jokes aside, consistency is the most important skill you could practice when it comes to art. It doesn't matter the quality of your exercises if you'll do them every blue moon. Wish you tons of luck and happy learning. And welcome!
